“Remember that new feeling? Like a new pair of pants that fit you oh so crisply or that new book smell. Like a book, the pages start to ferment and smell like cloves and cinnamon, engulf in the aromas. Remember? Do you remember the sweet whispers rolling off your tongue like the sweetest sin? I remember those moments frequently to the point it’s become a sick addiction.

As I inhale my smoke, my mind is sent on a frenzy… another sick addiction. I sit and think about how much has been taken from me. All you do is take. You took my words right out of my mouth, my soul from my body, my heart from my chest. Now that you have stolen these pieces from me, now you have started taking my assets. You just keep taking and taking. You haven’t took the time, took a step back to give. This is the night I’m regretting telling you to order me the screwdriver because I couldn’t make last call.

I see what they mean by soulmates. Someone to listen and care and if you’re lucky for a two for one deal..they’ll also suck the soul out of you”.

 

 

– 2014